Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Who says memories remain..?


Salam..

Have you ever woke up in the middle of the night, and stare at your beloved ones, while wondering on how fast time could fly and how you might miss the good old days? Especially the faces who do not just come and go but also touch you by the heart? Suddenly, the memories come fly by as if there are on a slideshow?

Last two or three years, I was still in Auckland, single, young, adventurous, playful, doing fun stuffs with cool friends, attending lectures, studying for exams. Today, I am cuddling Adam, playing with him, learning on how to be a good mother, lecturing my hubby at times, listening to Adam's coos and gurgles... Wow, time flies! Sometimes, I wonder, where was I before, have I been good or..bad? If I did not do the things I have done, would everything be the same as it is today?

Talking about attending lectures in Auckland Uni.,my experience as one of the university students, I sometimes ponder on how would I react to my new classmates in my Masters' Degree class later. The situation is obviously different compared to when I was in Auckland University. Getting to know new people and adapting self to the new order sometimes tiring. Will I be able to cope on with my new classmates? Or am I still shadowed by the memories that I have back in Auckland University?

Is there anyone like Cheryl Ng, my good mentor? Can I find a good buddy who loves to cook like Kak Hyppo..?Or maybe a Socrates like Ain, who never forgets to remind me of the task? Can I find a good ustazah like Kak Syahidah? Or a caring sister like Kak Sue..? Is there anyone as fun as Naz Naim? Or as talented as Nette..?Would someone as cool as Diane sit next to me? Or someone as bubbly as Mus? Is it possible to find a duplicate version of dynamic duo like Akmal and Amalina?

I can clearly remember all those names because the memories are still fresh and stick on my mind as if they are printed on the yellow stick-on-notes or they are not the type of people who are easily forgotten. However, when I tried to think back on all the good sweet memories back in MRSM Jasin, pheewww it was a tough one, but I managed to recall a few names though. It is either I am having a short-term memory loss, or because the memories are not fresh. So, who says that memories remain..? Regardless of how sweet they might be. ;p

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